I’m 16 years old. I’m at the age where adults say is the best time of your life. So if I’m 16 and laying here at 4:27am, worrying and thinking about everything and nothing, and contemplating ending my life, what’s the rest of my life gonna be like? If this is meant to be the best time of my life, why do I feel like it couldn’t get much worse? If this is really the best and happiest years I have, is there really any point in sticking around if this hell is the best I’ll get?